Lol, it feels like life's taking its toll on me or something now.

School today felt extraordinarily long.

Squadmates decided to dao me in the morning today.
Lol, a very good way to start the day. (:

Physics was the first lesson.
I don't know if it's just me, but... Mr Hong seems like he's still pissed off with us or something, and it doesn't look to me like it's something that's going to subside anytime soon.
Or maybe it's just.. oversensitivity on my part? I don't know.

Chinese, then recess, then Bio (YY, remember the bet we made!), then English, then Maths, then lunch, then Social Studies (Mr Chiang didn't turn up because he was involved in some O-level thingy), then Chemistry, which ended late.
Not happy because I was already past 2 hours late. Bah.

Went to the ATM and I realised I should try to save at least half my allowance per week. Then I'd probably be able to save some money per year.
Because I'm broke, even though hardly anyone believes me.

Took 100 to Vivo.
Didn't get to watch One Missed Call. Bah.
But the rest of the time (in Vivo) was fun.
HAHA, I can turn my wrist a little and slap the other side of my face! AHAHAHA. :D
Then someone became siao and very er destructive.

I have... 8 limbs. Are you jealous? :D


Okay, I was happy but became neutral after I had to return my extra limbs. Like, isn't that sad?

Then I couldn't decide whether or not to alight at Kallang, or Paya Lebar. Chose the former, and that was one choice I shouldn't have made.

Waited fucking long at the bus stop as usual. I'd already waited for 20 minutes and it was getting on my nerves (again, as usual). And I usually felt frustrated at around this time when the bus taking frigging long to arrive.
And then, some bitch had to appear.
She was probably one of the last person I'd expected to have met outside. I was literally stunned at first. And then I got even more frustrated as I understood my situation.
There were only a few things I wanted to do, namely, punching/ slapping her, and running away.
And talking was not on that list.
But I guess there wasn't much of a choice, so yes.
It's a bit difficult to explain, but the both of us are just like how it is with vampires and werewolves.
(You'd understand if you read New Moon/Eclipse, I guess.)

I thought my life was saved when my bus finally arrived.
And then as it got close, I saw that the bus was full. When it stopped, the front door didn't open.
No one could board.
What the fuck?
Of all days, today. Of all times, that time. Of all buses, that bus.
It was just.. wonderful.

I felt so frustrated, so pissed, and pretty devastated. But I wasn't going to just stand there and.. resume talking. Besides, I'd already said bye. I wasn't going to talk again.

So.. I decided to take the MRT to Paya Lebar and head home from there.
Something I should have done in the very beginning, that would have saved me all that time and agony.

I felt very, very, very frustrated with myself at that time.
I know it's pretty stupid, but yes.

I needed to talk. Or rant, or whatever. I just needed to get it out of my system.
I tried calling someone, but I guess the phone died. Home phone was engaged.
I tried to call Boon, but being Boon, no one answered.
Don't know why, but they were the only two people whom I felt I wanted to talk to. I wanted to talk to someone whom I thought understood. And it upset me more when I found, when I felt I really needed to talk about something, it only came down to a few people, the two included.

Waited a while before 135 arrived. As it was about to approach, I considered the possibility of it being full. And if it were, I would be contemplating whether or not to dash out to the road and pray that the next car would be driving at a speed high enough to knock me out and land me in the hospital in the fastest possible time.
(At least I would be in a building, on a bed, rather than frustrated with stupid things like MRTs, buses, someone, and myself.)

I didn't exactly like walking back that long stretch of road home alone. (And I was feeling sort of thankful I didn't watch One Missed Call.)
But in a way, I kind of liked it, 'cause, hm.


I thought I was going to die, and I was getting uncomfortable. I needed to just.. hear someone talk. I tried calling someone else, but my call wasn't answered.
Lol. (:
But I guess, I made it home alive in one piece so that's good (or bad, if there's anyone who'd rather me dead).

Oh well. :D